No Drinking Anymore, Today!

Im making a change today, to my self. For myself. For my now. I not having a drink. Ive spent the last few years, no im being honest. Ive spent years drinking. Nothing has come out of it and as of late its got to the point to be an everyday thing. Now its not like im drunk all the time, if any at all. But I do drink at least everyday. I am changing that now. Im not going as far to d throw all the drinks in the house away. I am not going to buy anymore "drinks" to bring home, or out! I have to give this up, making room for other things. Im afraid, what if I do this and it changes nothing other than I dont drink? what if people dont hang out if no drinks me? what if it becomes more worst than it is now because I stop? Things like that pop up in my head. That is the future. I can do right now, im doing right now. Im not drinking now!